Tender Sugar

Английский

I run, I fall, what ripped away, check my body
Was it body or soul
The darkness fades, fades to light
Disappearing now, disappears from the night
And all these nightmares I once had as a child
The morning always came, it came too late
What did my mind forget, forget to hide
Could the nightmare be awake, I don’t know

In or out, up or down,
Never know its an illusion
Round and round, on and on,
Every day spins my confusion

Not again, not again, not again,
This dream I can’t awake
What is real, what is real, what is real,
It’s getting hard for me to take
What I need, what I need, what I need,
A little somethin’ I rely
And the white sugar gently hides me

Oh the sweet sugar saves me,
It’s the room that confines me
Confines me...sweet sugar

Yesterday back and forth,
Broken door no longer opens
Breaking down, need it now,
Mother’s sugar always loves me

Not again, not again, not again,
This dream I can’t awake
What is real, what is real, what is real,
It’s getting hard for me to take
What I need, what I need, what I need,
A little somethin’ I rely
And the white sugar gently hides me

Oh the sweet sugar saves me,
It’s the room that confines me

Cradel of Forest

Английский

There deep, deep in the forest night children dance the waltz
They laugh whispering hand in hand, just like children like to do
Their eyes, what are they looking for, white dress flutters the beat
Their song starting to make some sense, only if you’re listening
Dance, dance like the butterflies, shadows appear right before my eyes
Sounds echo the obsurd, hard to explain something that I heard

Now hear the forest talking, insects and birds
Does the scent of soil and beast
Breath the life into the animal you hide
It’s a great illusion one never knows
When you think you’re really alone
Feel the eyes of someone looking in on you

Again, see how the children play, red moon colors the trees
Their feet, innocent rustling sounds, playful dreamlike fantasies

Dance, dance like the butterflies, shadows appear right before my eyes
Sounds echo the obsurd, hard to explain something that I heard

Now hear the forest talking, insects and birds
Does the scent of soil and beast
Breath the life into the animal you hide
It’s a great illusion one never knows
When you think you’re really alone
Feel the eyes of someone looking in on you

Now hear the forest talking, insects and birds
Does the scent of soil and beast
Breath the life into the animal you hide
It’s a great illusion one never knows
When you think you’re really alone
Feel the eyes of someone looking in on you

Now hear the forest talking, insects and birds
Does the scent of soil and beast
Breath the life into the animal you hide
It’s a great illusion one never knows
When you think you’re really alone
Feel the eyes of someone looking in on you

Your Rain

Английский

Dancing alone again, again the rain falling
Only the scent of you remains to dance with me
Nobody showed me how to return the Love you give to me
Mom never holds me, Dad loves a stranger more than me
I never wanted to ever bring you down
All that I need are some simple loving words

You touched my body once, it burns me still softly
Never forgets, never again will be, I cry

Out of my head and I don’t know what I found
Over and over I feel it break me down

On the sidewalk of the city are my screams just a whisper
Busy people going nowhere see me soak in the rain
No compassion, nothing matters, my resistence is waiting
Like a flower in the basement waiting for a lonely death

Out of my head and I don’t know what I found
Over and over I feel it break me down

On the sidewalk of the city are my screams just a whisper
Busy people going nowhere see me soak in the rain
No compassion, nothing matters, my resistence is waiting
Like a flower in the basement waiting for a lonely death

Room of Angel

Английский

You lie, silent there before me.
Your tears, they mean nothing to me,
The wind howling at the window,
the love you never gave,
I give to you,
Really don’t deserve it,
but now, there’s nothing you can do.
So sleep, in your only memory
and weep, my dearest mother...
Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye
It was always you that I despised.
I don’t feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye.

So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me,
are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers,
maybe flying high, in the clouds?
perhaps you’re happy without me...
So many seeds have been sown in the field,
And who could sprout up so blessedly,
If I had died I would never felt sad at all,
I would have never felt sad at all,
You will not hear me say ’I’m sorry’
where is the light, wonder if it’s weeping somewhere?

Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye
It was always you i despised.
I don’t feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye,

Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye
It was always you I despised.
I don’t feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye.

Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes,
Goodbye
It was always you that I despised.
I don’t feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye.
Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye
It was always you that I despised.
I don’t feel enough for you to cry, oh no,
Here’s a lullaby to close your eyes.
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye...

Waiting for You ~ LIVE AT “Heaven’s Night” ~

Английский

Your gentle voice I hear
Your words echo inside me
You said “You long for me, that you love me”
And I want to see you too, feels just like I’m falling
Is there nothing I can do, wonder if you hear my calling
I’m here and waiting for you
Where are you, I can’t find you
I’m here and waiting for you
I’ll wait forever for you

Mom’s gone to Heaven now
Why won’t she come back down
Does she have someone she loves more than me
I thought I could love you better, we were always together
If we took some time apart you would finally know my heart

I’m here and waiting for you
Where are you, I can’t find you
I’m here and waiting for you
I’ll wait forever for you

I fell in Love with you and now you’re gone
There’s nothing left within my lonely room without you

I’m here and waiting for you
Where are you, I can’t find you
I’m here and waiting for you
I’ll wait forever for you